YThursday, October 29, 2009' 9:08 AM
Super Outdated post.. im so not into blogging anymore. Tired. many happenings and im taking it in stride now. i hate the feeling now, but i guess that since efforts are not appreciated, its best to leave things as it is. No point putting in so much effort and in the end some attitude that comes back in return. I tink i have done my outmost best to help in any way i can, but it seems that you are not interested or could not be bothered at all.
I always have and believe in this saying "U reap what u sow" how much effort u have put into something, how much u will receive in rtn. I also believe in this saying, "u gotta first humble yourself and succumb to all difficulties in order to succeed." Despite the many scoldings, rejections and hard feelings i had to face in the past or even now, i still had to bite thru and overcome these all. I guess it wont be long that i will be gone, forever.
However, im still considering the options. Have not made concrete decisions yet. Will announce once i have really decided on it. 1 and a half years more to go before i finished my studies. Should i toil for it till the end or?
The only joy and comfort that i can enjoy these days are on weekends. Now is either MJ or juz slack around wif the bunch of peeps. After looking at most of my friends either getting married or married wif kids, kinda wan to settle down already. Plans are ongoing and i hope this time round it will not fail mi.
