YWednesday, December 2, 2009' 8:51 AM
much to say but i dun tink i shld pen it down here. Life is unpredictable, one moment u can be the best of friends / partners, the next moment everything falls apart. Through the whole episode over the weekends, i saw the humane cruelty, manipulation of the human's hearts and the true reality. I am left speechless. I juz wanna cheer for u babe, u had the courage that no girls i know would have, u braved thru all the difficulities hoping that God would stand on your side, he did, and i hope that this happiness would be yours forever. To you, please treasure her, no one would have such a big heart to forgive whatever misdeeds that u had committed.
I also wanna thank my baobei, always there to hear my complains, listening to all my craps. scolding mi for having such a soft heart, forgiving and forgetting is not easy, but i dun bear grudges. But reality has made mi realise the cruelty of life. I seriously dun believe in FOREVER, be it friendship or relationship. I juz hope to enjoy every moment that is made possible. And to my dearest JOyce, u nv fail to ask mi out every weekend, be it a steamboat session or juz a short drinking. Sorry to have made u disppointed time and again, but i definitely will try to make every weekend possible juz for u (coz a friend like u is hard to come by).
On a happy note, happenings over the weekend.
Thursday nite: had dinner wif serene, krystal, jm and some other collegues for krystal's bday cele. had dinner at vivo. thereafter carol (aka baba) came dw to look for us den proceed to HOS. crazy nite. thereafter to Rachada. First time there and i kind of enjoyed myself. All drink till ki siao.
Friday nite: Plans was for mj that day, but Z babe was working till quite late, jn also lazy come out so postponed to next day. Went dw to HOS den to Madusa. Saw wat friendship is. Long time brothers, no lan jiao wei, no daggers, he was so happy to see bei.. hur hur.. thereafter to Rachada again wif yz. he is good la.. for 10 days in a row, everyday punch card.. lol..
Saturday: Mj at Z babe's place den to mit the unknown members to collect polo tees and some "rounding" at Orchard.
Sunday: woke up ard evening and went to expo to buy my lappy.. Heez.. Got new lappy le..den back hm, last min Mjing again wif the guys. Meng really heng, zi mo 13th juz 1 round after he sat down. Finished playing abt 3am!! shack till dunno say wat.
Monday: Work as usual, den at nite accompany bei to chu teng yi at old Tamp road, bei dao tang. Big commotion happened and i wish u guys all the best.
Tuesday: Nite time met up wif the guys for dinner and some drinking session at HOS. Enjoyed their company, really a bunch of crazy fellows. reached hm abt 3am!!
No pictures taken, no mood to take. Sick and tired of everything, mind is made up, am not gonna treat ppl good anymore, no use. Plans have been made and i guess i nw have the courage to move on. Hoping for next yr to come faster and a promise to myself that i must gif it a try. Staying too long in the comfort zone is useless.
